Current mood:

awake

what will i do in 2009?

more of the same more or less. the first half of the year i'll be out looking for employment until i give up in june or july. i'll need some luck with that one. i'll be going to the gym every other day and the non gym days i'll be doing the wai lana yoga series so hopefully i'll tone up a bit.
i'll keep continuing to learn new recipes and think up new ones. i'm going to start working on more recipes for my parents in february. they've requested more polish / german foods which should be pretty easy to begin with.
i plan to cut back on my drinking. lately i get drunk almost every day because lately i can't stop at one or two. it's been drinking until i'm drunk. not so good for exercising, or eating right. it's something that i don't want having that power over my life. if i have to cut out drinking for awhile then so be it.
i need to practice my watercolors again. my first painting so far since i was given that gift was just awful. though unlike most artists i don't hate everything i do i think that painting was the first i a long time that stinks. i still need to get a super fine brush and an ink pot to do more detailing.
people are supposed to visit again in may, april, and september. i don't know if we will be going out for a summer vacation. i'm expected to attend a wedding which i am plotting on weaseling out of any way i can. i want to go out to a michelin rated restaurant for my birthday this year but don't know if there will be a single thing i can eat that isn't a salad, or whether or not we can even go. if i don't get a job i think i may dye my hair green again even though i adore the tiger lily color. i need radical changes in appearance. i want to begin writing poetry again and perhaps attend a reading if it exists here.
we'll see what happens.