Current mood:

bitchy

talked to my sister today. we haven't spoke in about a month. things in her life are fairly the same. she's driving her boyfriends brother's car on loan from his mom for a little while. his family is crazy about my lil' sis. as usual she's feeling the itch with her relationship and i don't know how much longer it can last. i guess mom and dad are crazy about this guy as well so we'll see what happens if her boyfriend doesn't give her some space. i told her about x-mas and my ruined weekend when the hag came to town. together we thought of a few ideas on how to evade the wedding which Joshua still expects me to happily attend. it deals with the ingestion of syrup of ipecac and you can all figure out the rest. don't know if it can be done but i'll find out if it's still available over the counter tomorrow while gathering applications.
i just don't get why he doesn't care that he is asking me to forget about who i am, what i think, what i am morally opposed to and put on a happy face for his family. this is going to wind up being another one of those situations where i should mind my place in the world sadly. i've never asked him to change who he is, or hide what he thinks. why do i have to bend over backwards and play little ms stepford? men expect too much.