Current mood:

geeky

i think i have found a fashion muse. it's strange really since more often than not i get inspired by an entire sub culture, or something strange like an event or a painting. these past three to four years spent gaining and loosing weight have left me with zero style and feeling awkward with my body. she's Kate Lamphear from the american elle. i don't know what it is about her really. perhaps it's that despite her plain looks she remains a fascinating visual interest with her style. perhaps it's because she makes less more with everything from her hair to her accessories. perhaps it's because she appears to be making simplicity effortless - which is something i have come to have a great appreciation for now that i cook from scratch all the time. she's inspiring me to get confident again. i've really been wanting to get away from all the blue jeans and juniors screen t shirts. i used to dress up and be cute and i have the body again so what i need is the cash.