Current mood:

rushed

i'm not ready yet and the date's in two days. i want to look like this - almost white pale blonde hair, pale eyebrows, with rosy cheeks and lips being the colour on my face. i wanted to be really striking and when i walked in the room i wanted heads to turn. i wanted to recapture that feeling i used to get when i knew i had it going on. i don't know if i'll pull it off or not.
i've still got a belly, acne and my hair is still yellow. the toner didn't work on my hair today so i need to bleach it more tomorrow. so much bleaching. i need to clean the house tomorrow and bleach out my hair and see the counselor, and make sushi and cake and cookies, frost and decorate, hook up Ari's computer, turn in her math club permission slip, i really hope all goes well.