Current mood:

weird

strange day.
had an amazing time last night when Joshua finally got home from work at one in the morning and found me on his side of the bed wearing a fishnet body stocking cuffs and a blindfold. i wake up and decide i might go and exercise but after i take Ari to school i forget the saxophone at the apartment. i'm on the way back to the apartment from the school when a cop car behind me flashes his lights and pulls me over.
i haven't been pulled over in about four years. i didn't really remember what to do and i get my license out on my lap and reach over for the glove box where the registration and insurance are. my hand doesn't reach so i undo the seat belt without even thinking when he taps the window. he asks me if i knew why i was being pulled over and i didn't know truthfully - he says i was speeding. i couldn't have been going more than five over. he asks if i have a seatbelt. he takes my info and i was freaking out until he brings all my info back and lets me go after a short advisory about changing my info on my license with the DMV.. i was freaking out. thankfully i didn't get a ticket.
then i get back home and tell Joshua the story and he says that he isn't going to take the instrument back since her band class is over so just deal with it tomorrow. we go back to sleep for a little while, then get ready to go to Shane's house. Shane is supposed to come over for dinner tomorrow, which will probably be ravioli. i want to do something a little cooler than that but dunno if we can. we had jimmy john's for lunch and a girl at the store said she hated onions. which was a strange thing to hate i thought.
i get home, go to the library and check out some Anne McCaffrey books for Ari and pick her up from school. McCaffrey she's fine till we get home and there is "nothing to eat" for a snack and is also pissed that Joshua wouldn't get her the ben and jerry's ice cream on a technicality. the two of them proceeded to have an idiotic argument about ritz crackers.
i get online and check my emails, nothing interesting until i look at what i'm deleting in my junk folder. i got two emails from an ex boyfriend. i paused and considered reading them but then just deleted them. it's strange to know that he's still thinking of me six years later and its a definite ego stroke though it's also off putting and creepy at the same time. so i decided to make this journal friends only. the day isn't even over maybe more strange things will happen.
i want so many things i don't know if i will ever be able to get them since i don't know whether or not i can be employed. i haven't gotten any call backs outside fof the two i got about three weeks ago. i want more makeup before i run out, shorts and skirts to wear when it gets even hotter out, shirts that are not t-shirts, shoes that cost more than 15 dollars, new panties and lingerie, the whatever happened to the caped crusader thats coming out in july, fallout 3 and 1600 points to spend on two of the downloads, better cheese than the skim we have now that smells looks and tastes gross, a good pic of me with my new hair, a haircut, new exercise shoes, medical insurance, just so many things that i need money for.